Avrill Lavigne - Smile

You know that I’m a crazy bitch

I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
But you don’t really give a shit

 you don’t let it go let it go with it
cause you’re fucking crazy rock’n'roll

you said hey
what’s your name
it took one look
and now I’m not the same
yeah you said hey
and since that day
you stole my heart
and you’re the one to blame

Yeah
and that’s why I smile
It’s been a while
since every day and everything has
felt this right
and now you’re turning all around
and suddenly you’re all I need
The reason why I smile

What did you, what did you put in my drink
I remember making out but then
I woke up with a new tattoo your name was on me and my name was on you
I will do it all over again

You know that I’m a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
You know that I’m a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control

Selena Gomez - Who Says

I wouldn’t wanna be anybody else
hey

You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C’mon

Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky

Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C’mon

Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

Who says you’re not star potential
Who says you’re not presidential
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test
Who says you can’t be the best
Who said, who said
Won’t you tell me who said that
Yeah, who said

Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

Taylor Swift - Back to December

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been gone, busier then ever.
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why.

Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving,
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
Realized that I loved you in the fall.
Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind.
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night.
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right,
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry.
Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December turn around and make it alright.
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind.
I go back to December all the time.



  

Short Story : Sahabat yang Hilang

Aku melangkah cepat menuju rumah.Tampak sudah di ujung mataku butir-butir air mata yang tak sabar meluncur ke luar.Pintu rumah yang sudah ada di depan mata segera ku buka.Ku lepas sepatu dan bergegas ke kamar.Kini dengan langkah gontai aku berjalan kearah tempat tidur ku berada.Aku ambruk.Ku dekap erat-erat boneka pink besar yang ada di pojok tempat tidur dan tak tahan untuk menangis.Tetes demi tetes air mata turun di pipi.Mengingat kejadian tadi siang di sekolah,teman-temanku bertengkar hebat.Hanya karena masalah sederhana mereka bertengkar.Aku terdiam melihat mereka sambil terisak dalam hati.Sebenarnya aku sudah ingin menangis saat itu.Tapi aku tidak ingin menambah runyam pertengkaran mereka.Aku bertanya-tanya dalam hati,”Mengapa sahabat-sahabat ku yang dulu berbeda dengan sekarang?Mengapa mereka sekarang tak ada yang mau kalah dan hanya mementingkan perasaan mereka sendiri-sendiri?” Aku terus bertanya mengapa,mengapa dan mengapa.Memang,aku menangis hanya karena persoalan itu.Karena aku orang yang sensitive dan tak suka akan pertengakaran.Apalagi disaat seperti ini.Sahabat yang dulu tempat berbagi cerita,menampung semua keluh kesah,bercandatawa bersama,selalu kompak dan ceria,kini terbalik sudah.Mungkin itu karena faktor usia yang beranjak dewasa atau hanya emosi sesaat saja.Tapi dari semua itu,aku merindukan waktu bersama mereka saat dulu yang kini tak pernah kurasakan lagi.Andai bisa kuputar waktu.